What do I want?
I avoid answering this question all the time. When I attempt to give an answer to make it sound like I actually know what I want, It comes out as a contradiction. Here is the honest truth...are you ready??
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT!!
I don't know where I want to live, what I want to do when I grow up, who I want to spend the rest of my life with, where I want to go on vacation next, what I'm want to wear today, what I want to eat for dinner.....this list goes on.
I don't know why I have such a hard time deciding these things. Am I afraid of commitment? Am I afraid of missing out on something? Am I afraid that if i decide on one thing and then change my mind....that is it...I am stuck? I want to know what I really want, but I don't know how to figure it out. I change my mind constantly...so it's entirely possible that what I think I might want now could change by tomorrow...
I rest my case.
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