This moment

This moment is changing....right now.

I am sad...I am confused...I am writing.

The TV is playing music....the music just stopped.

I am soaking wet...it is raining.

It is dark. It is quiet.

The music just started again.

I am sitting still.

My fingers are moving quickly across the keyboard.

I can hear a movie playing downstairs.

This moment is changing...right now.

I am angry...I feel guilty...I am writing.

Life feels surreal...I am here.

I don't want to be here....I don't know where I want to be.

I feel warm...It is warm inside.

The trees are still...The air is wet.

The clouds are weeping...Are they weeping for me?

I feel like I could weep with them.

This moment is changing...right....now...

Why am I so sad?